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    I miss my babes..........
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    what hapened?

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    Strength and Honor,

    She was beautiful. I'm sorry that it hurts so much.

    I never mentioned it before...but I was visiting ACRC once when you both came in to see Dante (P).

    Ask yourself if it was worth it...knowing and loving Her and being loved in return. That will always be there for you.

    Hang in there friend.

    Sincerely,
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    Quote Originally Posted by Green Medicine
    Strength and Honor,

    She was beautiful. I'm sorry that it hurts so much.

    I never mentioned it before...but I was visiting ACRC once when you both came in to see Dante (P).

    Ask yourself if it was worth it...knowing and loving Her and being loved in return. That will always be there for you.

    Hang in there friend.

    Sincerely,
    Green Medicine
    Thanks GM I don't usually feel so sorry for myself but the last few days has been really hard. Thanksgiving was the first family type thing I have been to and without her it was rough. But all the first things w/o her well be hard I am glad that I well be in town with family for christmas before I move away.

    S_a_H

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    sweettooth #3 - try spice of life; breeder steve good luck
    back from the dungeon and well behaved.......honest

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    Missing my babes a lot tonight.....

    S_a_H

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    Stay strong Brotha'. You have strength in the begining of your name. Some days will be harder than others. Keep your head up, and positive thoughts. And as much as you do for other people, you definately have honor on your side as well.
    Stay strong S_a_H!
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    Yeah. That missing really hurts. And of course its proportional to the strength of the original bond. Just the universe being obliging! I miss my grandpa. But I remember how we were close.

    I don't want to feel this, but I don't not want to not feel this either.

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    Thinking positive thoughts all the way S_A_H sending them onward
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    Quote Originally Posted by green girl

    I don't want to feel this, but I don't not want to not feel this either.

    Well said.

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    Thanks.......

    Just been hard lately since my laptop died I had to dig out the old desktop. It was the computer me and Tanya used and of course I was digging around and found all the wedding pictures.

    So that set me rolling down the feeling sorry myself lane.

    S_a_H

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    AWW!!! I so understand S-a-H!!! I lost my husband after only being married for three weeks!!! so I do understand my friends!!!! just know we are here for you my friend!!

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    Remember that day S_a_H, it was a good one...Remember the smiles. I know you can't help but to miss her, I am sorry and hope you feel better soon. Sending good vibes your way, Just know that we are here, we always are.
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    its always hard losing people we love ,but we often find strength in the strangest of places ,i just lost my dad and the memorys are every were so i know what you mean wene you said that there were old wedding pics ,stay strong but cry if you want to cry [men cry] and it does make you feel better ..peace and strength

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    Default Peace brother

    Sorry for your loss, and sorry for the hard times to come. Think of her often and well. I'll say a prayer for you.

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    aww bless!!

    i do too, been a year and still can't get over it

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    IF ROSES GROW IN HEAVEN, LORD, PLEASE PICK A BUNCH FOR ME. PLACE THEM IN MY WIFES'S ARMS AND TELL HER THEY'RE FROM ME. TELL HER I LOVE HER AND MISS HER; AND WHEN SHE TURNS TO SMILE, PLACE A KISS UPON HER CHEEK AND HOLD HER FOR AWHILE. BECAUSE REMEMBERING HER IS EASY, I DO IT EVERY DAY; BUT THERE'S AN ACHE WITHIN MY HEART THAT WILL NE...VER GO A WAY. I MISS YOU TANYA!


    My babes would have been 44 today....


    love ya, Joe

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    God bless you brother, you're a good man, my heart goes out to you. Life is not easy, but we endure. Peace and comfort to you.

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    The univerese and beyond as we can possibly see it , imagine it, feel, taste touch and sence. Is made up of a fabric. Often the fabric is torn and we lose someone we love. The pain of the loss will never be fully healed. The love one we lose will repair the fabric over time and lessen the pain by mending the rips. Time heals. She needs you now more then ever. Your strength determins the sharpness of her needle. Be strong.
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    Quote Originally Posted by S_a_H
    I miss my babes..........
    bless this soal, for its one of the kindest down here!
    best for you in the way of a great life!
    bp
    peace to who all read
    there will be a day when cannabis is accepted as a helpful drug. so that everyone may take advantage
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    Cool we are here

    We stand with you brother,feel yer pain,respect.

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    always in my thoughs and paryers my friends! we never foregt them!! we keep them in our hearts forever!

    peace
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    Man you guys, im definately impressed with the comunity we have created. It is so helpful for so many of us. I lost my father instantly to a heart arithmia(it was so fast i was sleeping and i heard a blood curdling scream from my mom and ran into their room annd my father didnt look ood but we tried our best to revive him) Its truely amazing weather it be death or aloved on passing how painful it can truely be. I thank all the members for the support they have shown me in my time of grieving and S_a_H's. We are good people with peace and love, M&M&M
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    “You can shed tears that she is gone,
    or you can smile because she has lived.
    You can close your eyes and pray that she'll come back,
    or you can open your eyes and see all she's left.
    Your heart can be empty because you can't see her,
    or you can be full of the love you shared.
    You can turn your back on tomorrow and live yesterday,
    or you can be happy for tomorrow because of yesterday.
    You can remember her only that she is gone,
    or you can cherish her memory and let it live on.
    You can cry and close your mind,
    be empty and turn your back.
    Or you can do what she'd want:
    smile, open your eyes, love and go on.”
    And still I see no changes. Can't a brother get a little peace?
    There's war on the streets & the war in the Middle East.
    Instead of war on poverty,
    they got a war on drugs so the police can bother me.
    Tupac "changes"

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    Thanks everybody.....

    When you are vested in your community it can be great but as with everything what you get out of it is all about what you put into it.

    S_a_H

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